Sunday, December 6, 2015

Sun

Pic by Tai Hsin Shiek
There is a trick
that sun does.

It kisses us every dawn
and pinches in its gradual fall.

The orange when cut turns red
like heart thread chiseling.

To know about being 6 twice a day
and to see how things end.


Its a 24/7 thing.

Tuesday, October 20, 2015

Earth

A rudiment of birthing
a residue collector
it is soil for seed
and way for the root
Pic source : Internet
it is river after overflow
a strand for the pounding sea wave
it is a silicon made receptor
a tear gatherer
it is home for the falling leaf
residence for catacomb
it is map for the ocean floor,
the desserts , the Ganges
even Rockies cone.
A plot for berryman walk
and country called memory
it is sole -testing for hard gravel days
and for slippery wet stroll
it is for everyone
but is less private
and theater for everything.

Monday, October 12, 2015

Meet over

You asked
How do you do?
Chuckled , I
Anything to eat?
Nope , I said.


May be Decaf? 
Said you
5th Lane , Colombo
turned to test love and other must things heart liked
in mid day , August.


Open words
cheering eyes
rock skipping laughter
and a twirl of smoke - tickled my nostrils.

I poured
You poured
You talked
I smiled.


I blush. 
Said you


I then poured over your words,
Melted,
with so much passion 
Slipped through tongue 
Down the neck with a gulping sound
got stuck in a thread 
of your fist sized heart
geography un known.

It was the first meeting of our togetherness.

Sunday, October 4, 2015

A road is a waterfall


For nearly one and half years I wrote for the kids' and youth sections of the Nation newspaper , which I enjoyed thoroughly . This article was meant to be published in that section. But couldn't as I moved to Daily News. Scroll down for other articles in this series .



It has been raining nonstop for a couple of days. Very heavily.  When it rains hard all water runs down rapidly. A girl knew it well after having observed the way that rain water flows up from a hilly road. She would love to walk down the roads when it rains butterflies. So that she could chase the water. Through the rock and puddle that is formed usually from rainwater or from irrigation.




It is not only the little girls and boys who would love to walk in the rain. During heavy rains the hilly road surrounding University of Kelaniya that leads to Wewalduwa turns into an abundant flow. All rainwater flows down in great volumes. It looks like a waterfall. The University students would slide down the road along with the water current. They do not mind getting their trousers wet. They are thrilled by the sudden energy that makes them run through water waves. It is as if they are being pushed by a heavy wind to somewhere down the road.




Pic source : Internet
But it is not just about walking down a road during rains. You’ll know more about it  if you concentrate on each step that you keep.



Suppose it’s raining heavily and you are walking down a hilly road. As you walk you would feel like you are been dragged away with the rapids. It is like a waterfall trek. You will have to slow down the journey a bit. You will be putting most of your weight on the heels and keeping them tight to the soil so that you would not get pushed away to the direction that the water wants you to go.According to science this happens because  gravity ends up doing work on you as you move to a lower level and it would try to take you to where it wants to.  It sounds fun to move fast with the water. But it can be dangerous in case you slip and fall.




Unlike a normal day, roads take a different surface on rainy days. It is hard to walk on them when it rains because they are wet and slippery. And they will take a different pattern on rainy days with lots of puddles and stone and rock. That is how it is. Life also takes different patterns on different days. The work we do today can be easier than tomorrow. The day after can be hard. Again easy. Hard again.  Life will drag us to places where we don’t like to go. It will make us do things that we never want to do. We make plans but they will not work always the way we want to. No matter where we would end up. There is always a way to come back to the right track.  All what it takes is the determination and patience. Like putting a lot of force to your legs to make sure that you do not get dragged by the water wave when walking down.


Other articles  in the series : 

Learn to pick yourself up








Tuesday, September 29, 2015

Trees again




And in one September night
it rained butterflies.


Trees fluttered to the cloud burst
leaves squeezed to the stone drop
bruised by crash , so careless
they turned terrifically , in cold
to the wind and ripple
loosing all anxieties.


A single gasp or sigh seldom one hears
because all that is passion -prompt
and survival need
of these earthed things

Saturday, September 26, 2015

September


Now and then
Pic source: Internet
your name drops down
shredding into pieces
spinning in a stupor 
out flowing its vital fluid 
to the heart of the earth
as sun and moon 
runs for a specified time.


Flying down like showers 
in laryngeal consonants
your heart fluid covers the earth crust
with its after -rain residue 
and over flow
dust cut, rejuvenating
this is the rainiest September in remembered history.

Saturday, September 19, 2015

Ruwan and his mates in Colombo 05

Life is like the wild. The more wild the wild is , the more you will fall and more danger there is.The more you fall you will learn to pick your self up. Its good to be outdoors. Its good to climb a mountain once in a while or chase a waterfall or else to do a bit of river boarding. You will know how things are difficult then. They’d teach you courage.  You will learn to tackle situations. You will learn to stay through all ups and downs in life. And may be this is why adventure trips are a must, at least once or twice  in somebody’s life. I think.


So the next time you’d want to fall, get lost in a jungle and know the kind of view you would see up from a mountain, there is someone waiting to make your dream come true. That is Adventure Seals. Adventure Seals will tell you what you need and how you need to live your dream.


Adventure Seals is known for their largest inventory of branded adventure gear and safety equipment.


Adventure gear / clothing
On the 7, August 2015, they had a soft opening of their revamped and expanded store located at No. 3, Vijaya Kumaratunga Mawatha, Colombo 5 on August 7, 2015 to close family, friends, clients and media. I went. I saw. I was humbled. The store is now home to new brands such as Timberland, Condor, Coleman, Entre Prises, Reef, Rip Curl, Russells and much more. 


This expansion comes as SEALs celebrate two years of giving their best to show people how to get through an adventure trip with the right equipment. They believe that right gear will keep you well protected, give you shelter in any weather and above all ensure that you are safe outdoors. Be it a rapid filling river, a rock or a waterfall.

This revamp was about more space and getting involved with more brands. Now they have brands coming along with some clothing lines, surfing brands as well as provide some activities for interested parties. And there is more to it. They are planning on a new scheme. Caravan Adventure. You will get to know it sooner.


Major Ruwan Ranathunga, founder of SEALs think that it’s time to take full advantage of the end of the war and enlighten all those enthusiasts that there is an opportunity to rediscover this country. This is what he told;


'Setting up a store of this nature two years ago was for the purpose of encouraging people to go out. Trying to break the youngsters out of the pop culture and getting them to discover the nature.'



The best thing about SEALs is that it is not only about buying some piece of equipment , they are ready to show the buyer how to use the  equipment they purchase , ways to safeguard and other things that one has to know about the product. The activity part is the new area they are trying to put a lot of emphasis on. And all above to teach safety. Not only safeguarding the traveler, but also the environment and the communities in areas where adventure activities are conducted.



Right now, they are giving knowledge through social media in the areas of safety, planning outdoor trips, first aid, navigation and many more. In the meantime they want to make the store itself a hub where people with similar interests come together.

This needs to be a resource hub and not just a store. All of us who are employed here have experience in the outdoors in various levels. We have people who have done all kinds of things – climbing, diving, sailing, kayaking, trekking and camping. So we do have people who we can put together when the knowledge is needed. ‘


So this is one of the main things they are looking at – the training and reaching out where they have conducted awareness programs in schools, universities and hiking. Some of these seminars and workshops they have carried out are free of charge. It’s actually giving out more than getting. It’s not an expectation of getting business or making money out of what they do , they bring in people from overseas to help the enthusiasts to gain that extra bit/edge to take this forward. They do it from heart. The best as they can. To assure that travelers do the right thing.

Everything began when Major Ruvan wanted to walk across Sri Lanka for a good cause from down south to Jaffna and Seals played a small part in it. Ishan and Major Ruwan had this plan which Supem thought was  mad enough to do. The whole team got behind Ruwan and provided him with all the necessary equipment along with moral support and whatever they could  do for him to make his journey a success.


Major Ruwan and his team.


Sometimes the craziest of ideas even if it is mad enough to do is what all takes to start things.


After Ruwan made his journey they supported Jeremy Bolling to sail around SriLanka, they  supported Elmo when he wanted to climb the next highest point that one day would reach Everest.


Even the Peradeniya Explorers Club, when they want to do their activities, we supported them as they wanted to do something different’, Major Ruwan added.


Keep the adrenaline rush aside for a bit. When it comes to adventure , you cannot afford to make mistakes. Because if anything goes wrong , that is the end of everything. This is why Adventure SEALs is focusing on safety and has the proper guides who know about what they are doing.


They are a good team. Working hard. And doing pretty good . Passionate . Friendly.


Major Ruwan made  a request. Just before I had left the store. He wants all adventurers to join their team and experience this knowledge hub. That is what you and I could do to them , to keep their dreams awake.

Do not forget to meet Ruwan sometime , if you would like to take up some adventure , he will definitely have things to tell you.


Written for Daily News , 2015 September 20th.

Friday, September 18, 2015

Chances



They are butterflies
caught and wrapped
in a bundle roll of grass
thrashing like fish
swinging and fighting
for its inch.


Bending into peculiar angles
they look for an extra mile
to dive into hearts , your body, eager
high on mountains and river spray
But susceptible to kicks now
they freeze 
and die.

Thursday, September 17, 2015

Aukana

Pic source: www.ceylontouradvisor.com
This rock-made statue
does not stir
nor does it
twitch its eyelids.

Even when everything sweats
in daylight
beneath you , is a sheet of water
cooling off,
I sink like a stone.

And men like you
make people pour out their hearts

'magnificent'

making rocks
talk faith and history,
wanting to be caressed.


i bring you
some flowers and incense sticks

so talk to me of stone heart,
persistence,
fingers that used to hurt
and how you built this?

Saturday, September 12, 2015

Water is noble




Water flows. From top to bottom. Through alleys. Rocks. And everything. Eventually, all water that comes through streams and drains merge into one, and a river runs through it. The water doesn’t stop anywhere. Nor does anyone try to hold and keep the flow tight. It runs and runs. We never know where it would go once it meets the sea.




Once there was a girl who badly wanted to do river boarding. She thought it would be fun  to get dropped in to a freezing  ,rapid-filled river . She started floating downstream with his cousins from a plain, calm section in the river. A few meters away she met a set of rapids. She barely could fight the waves. Every time she kicked, the further she began to drift. The cousins were far ahead waiting for her to come. She kept kicking and jumping harder to keep her on the right track. But that did not work. She was too tired later. So she took a brave breath and let the river to take her where it wanted. A strange thing happened then. Somehow, without kicking or putting so much effort she found herself in the center of the current in a few moments  , where she was pulled by  wild waves. And finally she was back with the cousins. All she had was trust for the water flow.  And that worked.


Pic source :Internet
Water taught her a lesson. Water taught her that to swim there should be commitment.  But without surrendering her efforts to the greater flow of water, she would have never found the cousins. Think. Do you try to restrict your life into one goal when your energy calls something else? You can know your higher possibilities if you only let the energy push and release completely. Like water. Let go and allow the greater waves inside you to carry you and your creations to another bend.


Water finds it way, somehow. Through rock, cut and overflow. It does not matter whether a solution is visible sooner or not.  Water is the softest element. And the most persistent too. It is important to stay patiently until life discovers a way out, like water.


Take bottles or glasses of different shapes. Pour water into them. You will see how water takes the shape of that glass or bottle. Whether the glass is broken or dirty, they don’t protest. They don’t complain. They will get mixed by color and hue . And still  stay the same.


Water is silent. They don’t gossip. This is why some say silent water runs deep. When one is silent, there is deep wisdom embedded instead of those who do useless talk and point fingers at others. A rumbling mind can understand its surrounding only when it is still.



Water does not litter. Every drop that is absorbed by soil helps a life to grow. Be it a tree or animal.


There is nothing that water cannot wash away.  The streams that run down mountains, the water that hit a cliff, a warm shower after a long day, and the rain that pours after a hot summer is something we all enjoy. It refreshes the environment and life.


May be we need to think of water more than we do. And we will learn a lot. It gives us a lot. It quenches our thirst. It cools down our body. Water helps us in daily activities like cooking and manufacturing. But in return we destroy it. May be they are transformed in better ways than us. Water  is more generous unlike us.


And  in the meanwhile do not forget to turn off taps and showers after using them. Water is becoming a scarce resource as much as we are polluting it.




Monday, September 7, 2015

Wheedling

Pic source :berlin artparasites

I would think of
how you'd seduce me.

the feet , the ankle

the nose , the laughter

the profuse determination , your banter

your joint muscle that tenses

earth shifting .

Universe tickling.

Tuesday, September 1, 2015

If

If you love me
and only think of me.

Catch ' The United Flights'
8.25 am , Maine

lift your shirt 
through runway


kiss me in the terminal building.

Monday, August 31, 2015

Hit and run and other things we need to stop


The most leading cricketers in SriLanka have left the ground .Everybody doubts whether we would be lucky to have another Sangakkara or Mahela. Some wonder if the sport will just die without people like them. Because they are of a rare genome. True. They displayed the true quality of sport. But that’s that. Like anything else, rest is important.  And there is time to rest. Even for Sportsmen. We need not to worry , anyway. We are going to have a Baseball team soon. I am sure they have mastered the hit and run technique pretty well. They will do a good job.So they can test in international grounds too. They  have almost begun to practice the sport day and night , secretly. You will hear them more in TV’s and newspapers.



Pic source:Internet 

If you don’t know what the hit and run technique is , here are a few facts about that. Hit and run is a high risk, high reward offensive strategy used in baseball. It uses a stolen base attempt to try to place the defending infielders out of position for an attempted base hit. This technique is a tactical doctrine where the purpose of the combat does not involve the seize of a territory, but to inflict damage on a target and immediately exit the area to avoid the enemy's defense and/or retaliation. Such raids are meant to have a psychological effect on the enemy's morale. This is not only found in Baseball. But also in warfare. The enemy attacks to the point and escapes.



But , gosh ! We are doing this entirely different. Our team is becoming proficient in the game inside forests. They  focus , attack , shoot and go. And no one can find them thereafter. I don’t know. But may be we should  test their rules to ensure that they fit in to the right game before they go for international rounds.


A day or two ago , it was reported that a leopardess  was killed , hit and run in Yala. Murders are common in this country. Unfortunately. Whether its human or animal and if that is for money , anything is possible. Think. As we go on killing one today and another animal tomorrow, we are losing what the nature has given us. We are given to observe animals in a natural habitat. Not to chase them, kill or capture. The bio-diversity in SriLanka is said to be greater per square kilometer of surface area than any other country in Asia. We talk excessively about processions. The primeval forests full of wild life.


But where is  the wild life?


We have lost the landscape. We have lost trees. Now we are losing  animals too. And don’t  tell us tourism is going down. Or there is no income to maintain Sanctuaries. Of course, visitor attraction goes down when there’s nothing to enjoy. And eventually there is no profit  generated . Ask yourself the question. What would you expect from a Park, a Sanctuary or whatever it is?


And also come to think of Elephants. Elephants are killed by bullets, electric fences, cheena patas, snares and poison. No one is willing to let go of avihinsa. Then we keep on preaching others not to kill  and torture which seems not right.


The state should be more mindful and community-blind when it comes to the protection of forests and animals. Legislation should be strengthened. And no one should be pitied for killing or destroying nature. They are a part of our natural heritage .Community or politics should not be allowed to raze them off.


Everything starting  from  giant elephants , the brave lions , turbo cheetahs  to a speck of dust moving with sunlight .Each tells us a story. So , say no to those who try to  trample that special place called wild full of life. Before we lose anything else.

Please.




Sunday, August 23, 2015

Absconding


Pic source: www.artparasites.com

You turn into thief
steal kisses
out of my resting eyes
between hair strand,
lip-red, trembling,
and as you softly leave me
I would miss your breath
that touches my sleep.

Saturday, August 15, 2015

Some journeys are tear-made

Tears. They are for both joy and misery. They water the dryness in absence. They encompass forgiveness. Even regret. Or hard work.

Pic source :cmev.org
We all cry. As much as we laugh under sun shine. Some cries are heard. But not all are heard. Birds sing. But not everyone understands their pitch, their tune or what they sing. Have you ever wondered if they are happy while singing? Or are they sad? Likewise not all tears are read. Nor they are perceived every time.

Tears were remembered.  But this time it was different.  They did not have anything to do with love lost or nothing of a death or so. They talked of commitment and dedication. Or I would like to call it being loyal to their Boss.  Two days back, when I was coming back home from work the bus had to stop for the red light in Kirulapone junction. To my left were hundreds of people, ordinary men and women with their kids walking along the pavement. They wore green shirts and green caps. Looking at these green people, my first thoughts were that they are UNP supporters. Yes. They were. There was no doubt. However, no youth was to be seen. There were mothers and fathers, old perhaps. They carried leaflets. They looked weary. And some were squinting eyes to the bright sun. Some teared. It was too hot and a long journey. I discerned.

The incident took me to Bertolt Brecht, the famous playwright and theatre director whose poetry had a rare poetic vision. His poem ‘The worker builds history’ says like this:

Who built Thebes of the seven gates?
In the books you will find the names of kings.
Did the kings haul up the lumps of rock?
And Babylon, many times demolished
Who raised it up so many times? In what houses
of gold-glittering Lima did the builders live?
Where, the evening that the Wall of China was finished
Did the masons go? Great Rome
Is full of triumphal arches. Who erected them? Over whom
Did the Caesars triumph? Had Byzantium, much praised in song
Only palaces for its inhabitants? Even in fabled Atlantis
The night the ocean engulfed it
The drowning still bawled for their slaves.

Walls are built. Mausoleums are made. Buildings are erected.  Wars are fought. But the builders are not remembered. No one talks of others who wept for country and soil. No one praises the people who sweated to thrive. Governors and Kings have forgotten that all triumphs are a result of masons, the carpenters or the ordinary men who do work for them. Little men are little. Always. In record of human advancement or victory Leaders somehow get into books.

Brecht’s thoughts were finely tuned by Nanda Malini later. The song ‘Perahera’. But this particular Perahera is different from glorious pageants  you and I have seen all this time. It is a one visited by teardrop and sigh.

පෙරහැර එනවා  කස පුපුරණවා  හේවිසි නද පතුරණවා
කස කරුවන්ගේ දහඩිය මුඟුරින් පාවඩ මඟ අතුරනවා

යදමින් බැඳි ඇතු අසීරු ගමනින් හෙමිහිට පාද තබන්නේ...
යන ගමනේ ඉම දැක ගනු රිසියෙනි ඇත් ගොව්වන් ගාටන්නේ...
ගුරුන්ගෙ අණටයි නිදිමත දරු කැළ කළගෙඩි අරගෙන එන්නේ…
පන්තේරුව බොල් පින්නෙන් නැහැවී දෑතට දියවී යන්නේ…

පාර දෙපැත්තේ පොඩි මිනිසුන් දෙ‍ස නිළමේවරු නොබලන්නේ...
රජ සිටුමැතිවරු නරඹන තැන් වල නිළමේවරු නවතින්නේ…
එතැනදි වැයුමේ රිද්මය වැඩිවී හොඳ හොඳ නැටුම් පෙනෙන්නේ…
එළි අඩු පන්දම් තෙල් නැති පන්දම් තෙල් ගල්වා දල්වන්නේ...

හිතේ වේගයට හේවිසි හොරණෑ තම්මැට්ටම් අඬවන්නේ...
මාළක්කම් මැද වෙස් නළුවන්නේ පීඩිත මු‍හුණු පෙනෙන්නේ...
අඹු දරුවන්නේ කුස් පුරවන්නයි වන්නම් තාළ වයන්නේ...
වේළ දෙවේළට අත සරු වෙන්නයි කොහොඹ කළේ නටවන්නේ


The dance step, rolls of udekki , the drumbeat of thammattama  , the pantheru that twirl in air , somersaults along the streets are the ones that add glitter to all the pageantry and veneration. It is the fuel and strength of dancers and drum beaters that keep a Perahera alive. These are performed by ordinary men and women. They would perform for a little sum of money. It is what survives them. But no one wants to talk about them. 

In the end the little man does all the work. Like the performers at the Perahera who does all the work for the idle nilame. The incident in Kirulapona proved it. 



I was thinking of ‘Elections’. Election fever is bad. Not the Politicians. But how useless it is to canvass for candidates when ordinary people waste themselves and do everything for those who practically do nothing when they are elected.


 So in this year, as we move on for a second election, it is good for Politicians to think of tears. It is good for them to think of the people who have worked hard for their political journey.  It should not be forgotten that people help to promote candidates because they have faith
 in what  candidates have  promised to give them. Remember , they deserve the true credits.





Wednesday, August 5, 2015

Serendipity



And Serendip
was no serendipity
or occurrence by chance
and happy encounter.
But of
kaleidoscopic fragments
falling this way and that 
forming patterns, now and then
sometimes pretty,
sometimes not.

An ode to re-visiting

Technology has made things easier. We need not remember everything.  Because they have places to store things. They’ve got places to show how things looked like a few months back.  Archives will do that all. You can find articles that were published long ago. Even web sites do have archives now. May be you can re-visit your font style, re-visit the size or structure. Do changes if you want to. Easy. 



Pic Source : Internet
Colombo Archives in Independence Avenue will help you re visit old books, deeds, inscriptions and newspapers or whatever. But not everything in this world is archived. Or preserved. We see them and we know what they are. Some things are momentary. It is not an easy task to remember everything we have seen or heard. You may miss one or two things when you try to recall them after sometime. That is human error or inadequacy, like anything else. We tend to forget. And this is why re-visiting is good. I remember how Miss Sajeevanie , my grade 12 English Literature teacher always wanted us to re-visit books. Because reading again and again helps us remember well. And every time you read you find something new which was not there before. 



Years so long gone I made frequent trips to Tangalle. Quite a lot of re-visits that I cannot name them exactly. That is where most of my childhood vacations were spent. I had an aunt who lived there doing her practice in Tangalle Base Hospital. She had no children at that time. And I was a fragment of her lonesomeness. I entertained her with my childhood adventures. She fondly recalls them. However, trips to Tangalle stopped when aunty moved to Colombo for work.


Two Sundays ago I visited Tangalle again. That was 18 years after I had left the place.


Tangalle was a happy city then.  The winter sun , the crimson skies in twilight, the dawn in orange and blue ,the every –night  glittering  telecom tower   a little away from hospital quarters , ice cream vendors along the beach , the woo-hoo sounds  of sea wave in mid night , the pulsing southern stars , curvy coconut trees  that bowed down to every blowing wind, Sunil uncle’s kade – the only 24 hour store in Tangalle  for  late night unexpected groceries and other necessities  were all perfect  and thrilling.



The  beach never had a break. It was everyday full of locals and foreigners.  A family friend always took me on sea rides. Every morning and when sun was about to sink. They are earliest of my memories. Harbor men were always busy.  Bringing ice and putting them back, sorting the fish, counting and storing. Men with fish gear set the hook, mend lines, drift and haul their catches. That was a common sight there. Beautiful and engaging. But now I have changed. I feel it’s a risk business. One would not even know if sea wave will provide a safe comeback to them and their boats.



Most of the things have had not changed  for 18 years. It was surprising .The park, the huge Mara tree  dividing the road to Tangalle Police Station and buildings were still the same. Same color. Even the Southern Bakery, to which I ran for cream bunis every morning. (That was a different cream bun altogether, with a well baked delicious crust, half cut into 4 and the surfaces filled with butter icing in different colors.) They are there in same picture board and size.



But a few things looked different the two Sundays back. The Base Hospital looked bigger, well built with a different coloring. New hotels have come in. Certain beach areas along the Colombo –Hambantota road were blocked. Walls were put up so that no can enter.  Some coconut trees were gone. Lands were seized. Regime Politics have changed the town from here and there.  Letting go has to be done sometimes. Because we are born into a world of change. When things decay or if one thinks the way it used to be has to be changed, new things are necessary. I think.



The whole trip was like a handkerchief gathering melancholia. I felt I was absent and absented through all this and more. Re –visits help you keep close records of things. Tangalle still  looked beautiful amidst the new things.  It is like when some people go away and when they come, now and again they are beautiful.



Monday, August 3, 2015

What we lost



Landscapes of daily life
water in the forest 
the giant palu and weera.

The men who did something for the country
dutiful ministers 
and honest servants.


The rules of courtesy - 
how to talk soft, when to say sorry,
how to touch a master's feet after lessons,
this matter of thanksgiving 
and the true ways of giving.

We have lost 
limits of betrayel
and monks who do abhinishkramanaya.

The sathara brahma viharana
concentration on breath,
the deeper levels of self ,
interior feelings
the art of loving.

Men who drift and haul 
for fish in the south
And Jaffna skies 
before boring holes.

Thursday, July 16, 2015

Monday, July 13, 2015

Trees

As much as they breathe
and roots are fit

these trees
have leased 
sun
and sunshine.



Sunday, July 12, 2015

Leaves

Every leaf 
is a leaf node calligraphy.


Of story ,
encounter ,
a history  
or stanzas of faith.



And every leaf that falls
eventually 
curls up in soil
and perishes. Forever.     


And leaf  calligraphy is for binkunda
the one and those 
guide interpretations.

Tuesday, July 7, 2015

Leftovers that are short and memories that take long

I visited University yesterday. Met several school friends and as they spoke, recalling of a coming up Get Together of the 2011 group, one of them asked whether I’d join that day. I said ‘yes’, promptly. For now I have made plans to go. Reunions and party like gatherings generally put off me a bit as they require long plans about what to wear and how to go. But someone said that I should not miss it. Because it is once in a life time experience .It reminded me of memories and leftovers.


Clock hands move fast. Yes. It got me thinking that way when I realized that I’m about to finish my undergraduate studies. I am only left with a handful of university moments. And that includes a three day orientation program where I slept almost , a senior boy who threatened me with a scissor to cut my hair because the  plaits didn’t look nice , up and down  visits to the  Examinations Unit to collect admissions ,  assignment submissions  , deadline  issues  and a few hours of exam torture .


But school years were  different.  Looking back , I went to school with two objectives.  To play with friends where ever  and whenever possible . Second, to hold meetings , raise funds for events   and extra activities like concerts . Nothing in between the interval has inspired me. I  was never on time for lessons .And was  not in class most often . Most days. Every school day was like an  out –of –class activity time for me. I have countless bad –day- school stories. I got in trouble for the general mischief.



Apart from lessons   in fact school years are a lot like reunions. You would find a jing bang around you doing different things. They’ll laugh together with you. They’ll bully you. They will annoy you. They will make faces at you when you get on the stage. They will make phone calls and tell you to be present in school the next day for some important meeting and then go missing when you come to school. It is certainly a unique gathering of people that you want meet again. There are sad days and stories. There is disagreement and fight.


The reunion is over now. There are two things hanging. Leftovers and memory.



Think of some bread crumbles left in your meal .The left overs will only keep for a week or so. They’ll soon turn into some fungi. But if you freeze them or make a bread crumble pudding out of it you can make it last for several months.


I took Chemistry only until O/L’s .After second grade there was no reason to go back to elements. I remember how I read the back of a shampoo bottle while taking a shower and realized I could draw most of the chemicals mentioned on the wrapper. This was a year or two after O/L’s. But now, six or seven years later I think I can do it. Not sure though.  It’s vague. I remember how I handled an industry system alone with another friend when everyone else in my group didn’t know how to program it. But no longer can I create systems now. I barely remember the coding techniques for Visual Basic or C++ . Life has a way of making leftovers. Take a cup full of water. Empty it.  Now you would see tiny drops left although the glass is empty.  It takes some time for the cup to dry. Until then there is a drop or two left.  Likewise some things you learn will stay for a day or so. The moment its purpose stops, they go out of the system.  


Memory is what you said and did. Or the experiences you have had in school or elsewhere.


I hated French. I remember how I sneaked out of class even without telling the Teacher. My books were almost empty. And always kept promising to cover up them the next day. However, promises were never kept. I had friends who took my books home to write notes for me. This is how I got through A/L’s. The girl who sat next to me often got scolded for failing to keep me in class. I remember how I and other friends kept pressing buttons in elevators when teachers got into them and made them stay in the same level over and over again. During free periods we were in grounds playing cricket or elle. I remember those days when we were switched into different classes and how I managed to be in my friends’ class through out. I could recall our grade 12 Accounts teacher, Mrs Perera who caught me several times for playing cricket in the classroom and always   believed that I should stay home and not come to school because I was only interested in other things and not lessons. I was always organizing something even when I was not a member or an office bearer of such clubs and societies.  Clubs and societies have made me what I am today. They have taught me to to risk or give up. To respect and have patience. To beat time no matter how slow I am   and  was during the process.


This is the devilry in school, about teachers, about learning and memories which took much longer time to make than a few class periods which I still remember.


So, let me tell you this. With time you will forget Pythagoras. You will not remember what involves in making CH2O6 or what transactions are debited and credited.  But memories will take you a long way. It is always good to save some time to make memories while acquiring knowledge.