My 'these days' are
parched
shriveled
star - crossed and
unseeded
of landmark and anecdote,
and in volumes of poetry
in a cloud movement.
And
Did you know
the vacancy that sat in my heart
is a space that you hold?
Thursday, November 27, 2014
'Buddho yo kalitho doso - Buddho kamathu tam mamam '
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I was crowned with flowers
and swapped the princely garb
in yellow robe
because ,
dedication is large and countless
to win the ten precepts .
Even I wonder
Of what 'dukkha' is made
Or letting go
Or the renouncing .
And may
The Enlightened one
bear with me
if I have wronged
by word or deed, or
forgive me
if I overstep
and fracture
the ‘buddha vachanaya'
(Inspired by Tharindu Amunugama's Photography)
Landmarks will guide you to correct places.
This is a collection of notes on ' Maps' I'm writing for the JEANS section in 'The Nation' newspaper . Jeans is dedicated for kids , for their enthusiasm and curiosity. This is the second in the series.
It’s cool to have a stroll; especially on a Sunday morning when roads are not crowded. Torrington and Independence Avenue in Colombo look neat, calm and relaxing. There’s pin- drop silence. A few cars are on the road. If you really want to, you can even dance right on the middle of the road for a while. You’ll see the sun facing directly at you, perfectly round, in bright orange. That is a nice sight. Don’t forget to look around. Learn to appreciate what you see. The best part of a stroll would be the things around you. Walk up to the main road or drive up the highway. You’ll see buildings around you. Some buildings are small, tall, huge and decayed. Some buildings are discolored. Some look dirty. There are things that get covered by dust. Some are covered with time. So do the buildings, inevitably. Our world is full of structures, large or small, old and modern. There are monuments of power and prestige, supreme achievements in engineering and design, comforting landmarks, testimonials to the human spirit and public relations in the highest level. Skyscrapers are breathtaking. We are fascinated by tall buildings. I don’t know why we are thrilled so much to see tall buildings. May be they are exceptional. Tall buildings are obviously a result of great deal of effort. Man is capable of doing a lot of things. Tall buildings would be one of them. We admire endurance.
Structures are helpful to navigate. Whether a building is old or new, dusty or dirty, tall or short, known and supreme can help finding whereabouts. Most often, we don’t remember the names of streets. It’s as if we don’t bother or make any effort to remember everything we see. And this is how colors, pictures, posters or billboards come to play in real life. They help us identify easily. When giving directions we may mention a color of a building or a bill board if there is, so it won’t be a haywire to track down the place you want to be. Have you noticed that buildings have different colors? Colors come in handy. They reflect a difference to pick the correct one.
Naming places become essential in city planning. Every building is given a name and so are streets. Houses are given numbers. They all help us to locate places. Journeys can be troublesome when it is difficult to find the desired location. You’ll end up sweaty and exhausted by the time you get to a restaurant or some other place. Annoyed too!
Like city planning, map marking should be done carefully. If you miss a name of a street or a popular landmark, that can confuse the traveler. Remember a traveler‘s only guide will be a map, especially if he is new to a country or a city. Naming a street is not enough. A good map should always contain landmarks. For instance, indicating rivers, jungles, a popular restaurant or a well-known theater can help to discover a place without any hazel. Maps can turn out to be tourism promoters. They will be a useful guide to hotels, religious shrines and places of entertainment in a country.
If you skim through a map, they will indicate roads in different shades and patterns, main roads in a different color and sub-roads in another color. Crosses or short lines will indicate rail routes. Most importantly line weights, shadings and symbols should be defined somewhere in a corner of a map, so the reader knows what exactly a line or a picture represents.
We should dream often. Dreams are what you want in life. Chasing dreams will help you reach goals. And there is possibility that landmarks will guide you to the correct place.
(Featured in 'The Nation' on the 23rd November 2014)
Others in the series -
Wednesday, November 12, 2014
You can draw your own map
Some things are incidental. It seems I’m writing about intersections, maps, places and random encounters more frequently than usual. I had just met a map-maker several days ago.
Road encounters have made me realize that maps and directions are meaningless. Drivers ignore No-U turns, they forget roundabouts, prohibited left turns and right turns, double lines and single line. They drive as they wish. It’s a time race. It’s a matter of reaching the destination in a short time. Directions become less important. But maps and directions are important. They will teach drivers about lane discipline. Directions will let them know when to turn and not to, when to overtake and when to stop. Directions should be followed. They will make the destination clear. Roads won’t be messy when you know the has-to-be done and has-not- to- be done things.
There are maps once drawn. Some maps were outdated. Some were thrown away. Some were marked and erased. Some were half completed. Some were marked wrong. Some maps were chosen for studies. Some were redrawn with time.Our bodies are mapped too. That’s why even heart has its ways to receive blood and give. The blood flow is carefully identified. They are given directions as when to pump in, when to pump blood out, the routes to carry oxygenated blood and deoxygenated blood. The moment that heart doesn’t follow these directions, you’ll find yourself struck by sicknesses.
Do you remember the ‘map’ moments you have had? I’ve had two map moments. The first was when I was asked to write about ‘Myself’. I’m sure we have all written essays on myself, when we were kids. That would have been probably the easiest to write about. Myself is not just about the name, age or school. It’s a memory wake- up. It promotes self-awareness. It’s a life map that helps you to visualize your life journey. Whether you’re going to move to another country to study or work, whether you are going to be a writer, a full time student, a stay home dad or mom or whether you want to be a minister of music and have your own music studio. It could be even about tangible valuables like owning a Summer house at Hollywood. And this is what a map does too. A map will display places helping us to visualize where they are located. They will help us find the route to our destination, whether we move on land, sea or air. A map will tell us how far we are from the desired location or how much we’ve got to drive. This is why they say drawing your own life map is important; to track yourself in a way of a map chart. So, you will know where your journey ends and how to weigh your efforts to achieve goals.
There are hiking and biking maps. There are maps for rapids in white water and maps to show fishing structures in lakes. Maps identify countries. Like ‘myself’ that promotes identity, a map will also show up themselves. They will tell you the things a country has. Some countries will have deserts, but some may not. Some will be covered by sea. Their shapes will describe the position of lagoons and bays. They will tell you how a country differs from another. Like you and I, whose figures, positions, likes and dislikes will differ from each another.
The other map moment was, when I was away in Thailand for two months. In an age where technology is seemingly conquering us, google maps were handy stuff to know places in Thailand. Maps will let you know the locations, and help you drive there; pointing out buildings and streets you pass. The good thing about maps is, there is hope you will not get lost in an unknown city. But then again how ‘well’ you know to read maps matter. That’s a skill you got to acquire.Interestingly, a map can become a legal document too. They can be altered into evidence when dealing with land fights. It is always necessary that you provide courts a sketch map of your land, showing its physical boundaries and demarcations to sell them, to lease or to divide.You can make your own map.
Uses of a map depend on what you do with it. Start with simple things. Help your friend with a map showing directions to your home. Or maybe draw a sketch describing what you want to be, what you were, what you have been doing so far and what things you ought to do. We can make things easy, if we want to. Like maps that make it easy to discover and explore.
( Featured in 'The Nation' newspaper on 9th November 2014)
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Wednesday, November 5, 2014
Kites , turtles and other things.
Turtles have their favorite spots on the beach. I don't know if they are the same turtles. But they come to the same place. To the same turtle hatchery they have had before. Maybe they have memories just like us. They are safe. Until the catchers know their spots. Humans are the worst kind I’ve known. When something comes their way, they will try to make all the possible, and the impossible out of it. Same with the turtles. When they are found, they‘ll be consumed.
And that’s why we do not want the coral reefs to be lying underneath sea. We will take them out. Re-shape them in different ways. Use them to make cement. Make ornaments. We disturb the sea bed. The lined up shore at one measure is imbalanced. Eventually the sea water will come in and then destroy the land. I have learned that humans can make and break things. We injure and then heal. When toys break we will fix them with tape or some other adhesive. We try fixing things when they are weak or damaged. When soil erodes we will try planting more trees, and in the course we forget to protect them and so we cut them down again. The damage is fast therefore. For one thing I’m sure that we all are very complex people and we all are capable of a lot of things.
We are careless at times. Sometimes are lazy or not diligent enough. If you know what banks really do, they always try to market what they’ve got other than helping us deposit money. After all it’s a need for their existence. They will send us letters on purchases, sales, loans, discounts and all the wanted and unwanted things in the world. A word or two is enough for us to judge the content in letters. When an unwanted phrase strikes, we no longer read the rest. We will throw it into a dustbin. There are things that get covered by dust. Some covered with time. Some inevitably returns. We won’t lose any sleep over things we throw, until a day comes to clear out garbage to find a thrown letter. Because we’ve later found that’s important. Sometimes, it’s too late. We won’t find them again.
We meet a lot of people in our lives. There are people we like, and people we don’t like. We will give the best care to a person until we are happy with them. Bad things happen. And when things slip off or one fails to do of what he is expected, we throw them away. People rise and fall like kites that fly high and fall back. When kites fall, we will pick them up and fly them again. All we need is the determination. But when a person brings bad luck we don’t want them back. Those people who brought bad luck can be those who have given the best in life to you. Or they could be the ones who have loved you the most. We won’t realize until we need them back in life, like when days come to pull out garbage to find thrown away letters. Because, you find how important they are.
The truth is, as much as love drives us, it is also barricaded with the love of keeping our pride intact. So we don’t want ourselves to see what it is like to get damaged. Instead we hurt others and ignore them. Our ego is too much that it only counts the good part of people or the happiness another can gifts us. We laugh together, often cry in private.
This is how giants fall. Or heroes leave us. Or the most important things or people are lost. We are selfish. We do the damage. We realize we need them back later. And then we try restoring. By then the worst would have happened.
All I know is that we need to hold things gently and carefully. Especially, those care us and things that protect us. Kites perish. But kite making lives on. Turtles will pass away. New ones will be born. But to find people we have lost, that’s impossible .Because it’s one, and only one
( Published in 'The Nation' newspaper on the 1st November 2014 , titled 'Mankind all out to change nature')
Sunday, October 26, 2014
You and I
I think I'll never see
rain like this
that joins sky and earth
and otherwise
never touch hearts
of you and I.
May the rain , rain over me
and you be the raindrop
that slurps
in to my heart pages
stored words ,
lines - half erased ,
completed,
the jumbled ones and painted pictures
down the straws
of every vein and capillary
and walk tippet y -toe
in and out
hearts and kidneys .
Eventually you know
everything connects
even raindrop and blood
and even ,
you and I
When you have young blood in you
There are up days and down days. There are things we like to do. There are things we want to do but we cannot do. Life is short. There’s only a little you can wish when you are in death bed. I remember a Lawyer, now a Judge saying that you should enjoy every little thing that comes your way. ‘Do not wait for a ‘nakatha’ (an auspicious time) and overthink whether to do or not. Some things fleet so fast, you can’t get them back. If you get to work with a Minister, tell him to take you too around the world. Fill passports .There is so much to explore. And it’s fun. Sky is your limit. ‘
People mostly regret about experiences, relationships and happiness. At the age of 80 they wish for the ability to travel more and move as they could have done at 60. At 60’s they wish they were more energetic like in 40’s and 50’s. We wish to have those glory days back, because only a handful of people will enjoy their early life in 20’s and 30’s.
Age is a state of mind. Being young is relative. There are people who look like 40 or 50 when they are at the age of 70 or 80. Or some who are at their 40’s will look like 60 or something. The mental, emotional and physical health will determine how well you age and how ‘old’ you feel. You will come across old people doing things that young ones would do. Such people are strong and energetic in both heart and mind. So it’s all about how you feel.
Having said these, there are things you can enjoy more when you do them young.
Give yourself priority. Do what you like. Do what makes you happy. All things happen in your life depending on the choices that you make and how happy you are. Surround yourself with what makes you happy. That will make the journey easier to achieve what you want. And you will be satisfied. Enjoy small things in life. Take walks often. Stop and take a look at the tall buildings. Take a picture or two of what you enjoy seeing. Drop by a ‘kade’ and have your favorite crunchies. Go sit close to the beach and read some poetry. Sometimes even staring at passersby can be interesting. Make sure you appreciate what you see and do.
Stay close with people who are important to you. We may lose people on our way. If you find that you have lost someone who was very important to you, reach out and re connect with them. People who you consider important are very few and far between. So do your best to keep them in your life.
Go out. Staying outdoors is good for anyone. Get some fresh air to breath. Listen to your favorite song. Go out for a movie or watch the musical show you like. Let your feet dance to the beat. Get soaked in the sun. Even the rain isn’t bad. Enjoy what nature has got to offer you.
Remember to be who you are. Every person is unique in their own way. Do not be ashamed to reveal who you are. It is important to know yourself and know what you like at a younger age. The destination will be a clear one then.
Stop caring about what other people will think of you. Fear of criticism is one of the destructive things known to humanity. Learn early in life that other people have nothing to do with your life. What they think of you does not matter. It really doesn’t. And besides, people are too worried to know what you think of them to care about you.
When you are young, surround yourself more with people you love and happy to be with. Have positive people with you. Such people will shape up your life.
Try to travel as much as possible. Every one dreams to travel a lot. But time doesn’t permit once they get settled and have children. When you are younger, travel more, meet new people, experience new cultures, try eating with chopsticks, learn and read other religions, get into different clothing and learn other languages. Knowing another language won’t be a waste. It will help you to cross cultures easily, expand job skills and have a lot of friends to communicate with.
Above all experiment and take risks. Be bold and daring. Do blunders. Do new things. Get out and fail in things. You only get one chance. Make use of it as much as you can.
Give more and more. Give unconditionally. What you give will make you happy someday.
Start a business of your own. Or do a part time job while you do your higher studies. Don’t wait until a time comes for you to become an employee officially. Try your hand in business or work in a field you like. Employment is not a classroom subject. You got to experience it. The earlier and younger you start, the more you will learn and excel. Be crazy. Not in literal terms. But do something adventurous. When you turn 60 or 70, you won’t be able to enjoy camps, hikes and other fun things.
Life is good.
( Featured in "The Nation" newspaper on 26th October 2014 with a few edits)