Monday, November 18, 2013

NOTHING ENDURES BUT CHANGE

The scorching sun stood still in the clear blue sky. It was almost noon. People were walking up and down the pavements of either sides of the road. They looked dragged and exhausted - " probably after a long day's work ! " I thought . I got into the bus , on my way to college. This time the things were not the same. Many men and women inside the bus were fastened in their own land of dreams. Some were gazing out from the window at the  vehicles  moving one after the other , keeping to the order with much discipline. Thus a rare array in a country like ours. The bus was in total silence . The only sound to be heard was the music played. It said ,

                         "  Atheethaya sihinayak pamanai
                            Saba suwandak na
                            Eda senehen nobandunanam
                           Meda wiyowak na "


I remember , I was only seven years when I heard this  song for the first time, voiced by Divulgane . No doubt that I couldn't grasp its words . For it, I was too young but I did love its music! , and today I know what Divulgane was trying to bring about.

We laugh today and cry the other day. We live once happily but get wounded in pain again. We are unborn young and demise unplanned.The skies may never know when will be the the droughts. For droughts will never know when will it rain and the rains may never know when will the sun rise again. Flowers bloom every morning and decompose as the twilight advents. An able - body now , may undergo afflictions later. Once a sturdy house will get blown  another time by a cyclone. A fortnight's utter black out will evade as moon completes its circle , bringing back the full moon's light. People come and people go. They will drift in and out our lives. Sunsets, like childhood we watch it even being adults, much with wonder, not because they are beautiful but because they are fleeting. The same way we would treasure and love more for those who have claimed a part of our lives. Yet  we fail to let go them . We shed tears consequent to our poor insight into impermanence.

Nothing remains eternal in this world . Neither the man nor the flowers , the mountains , political regimes , perceptions , mental formations and consciousness.

This is the law , ancient and inexhaustible that one cannot fight back!

Wednesday, November 13, 2013

A DEPART UNDISCLOSED

A splendid evening
wrapped in heavenly joy
served with -
the most delicious ,
the finest dances
and delicate music
the palace rejoicing
for the new son been born .
Yet , Siddhartha
much dispirited , in reserve
whispers ,
"Rahulan jato - bandhanan jato "
the fetter born , a new bondage .
That night ,
the prettiest , most charming
the cleverest , the admirable
turned oppressive and stiffing .
Life's dreaded
the most unhappiness - he thought ,
and quietly stepped out
in search of bliss
surrendering Rahula
untouched , unkissed.
Along with Channa
Khanthaka the faithful
rode to "Anoma"
when kapilavattu
dipped in moonlight -
fast a sleep.
Waters gushing - piping hot
side by side
beating the rocks ,
Channa aside , teary - eyed
urged faintly

"My master , my master – do not leave !"

For Siddhartha unheard
gently departed
over the horizons ,
So khanthaka's heart bust
tears rolled down,
his eyes fixed on prince
flattened on a rock
wordlessly
died of sorrow !

Sunday, November 10, 2013

AMMA ( Mother)

At the back of the house
on top of a tank
covered by concrete sheets
I stood , singing
" konda kirilliye " -the most celebrated
of my childhood songs ,
when you watched me
hiding behind
the kitchen door.
Numberless days and nights
back - to - back in hospital beds
thine caress warmed
running tears of mine ,
of pain and fragility.
Your sense of self mastery
the "hi-tech" reason
indeed a blessing now
once terrified me
twice puzzled me.
Rays of reverie
you bare
colored me , yet colors me
of solid character ,
without fail
defeats the burning blaze
that breaks through
the eastern skies.
Close at hand
now I see
thine eyes glutted with tears
thine face , sick and tired
displaying the declining years
while signalling me
of a grown up .
Lowered the voice
I disclose to my self

" Amma , Budu wewa!"

Friday, November 8, 2013

ඉරයි හඳයි ..

ඉරයි හඳයි - අපේ ලොවේ 
දෙවන සෙවන නිරන්තරේ
එය නසනා මිනිසාටත්
වෙනසක් නෑ
වෙනසක් නෑ 


මමයි අපියි - අපේ  ලොවේ 
ඉරයි හඳයි - ගසුයි වැලුයි 
එය නසනා මිනිසාටත් 
වෙනසක් නෑ 
වෙනසක් නෑ 


සත් සිවුපා - අපේ  ලොවේ 
කෙතේ නිලයි - ඇළ දොළේ දියයි 
එය නසනා මිනිසාටත් 
වෙනසක් නෑ 
වෙනසක් නෑ 


උගත් වියත් - ඔහුත් ඇයත් 
මමයි අපියි - අපේ ලොවේ 
සතර දෙසින් කියනා ඒ 
බහට නැමී - මහ 
පොළොව නසන්නේ 


Thursday, November 7, 2013

නැගෙයි දිනකර

නැගෙයි දිනකර  ගඟන තලයෙන්
වියරු ගජසෙන් විලස
කිමිර බිඳ විසල් ලොව
පුබුදුවන අටියෙන්

දරා ඵල ඇති නේක අතු සැම
වැනෙති විජිනි පතෙහි තාලයට
නිලඹර රජ කරන සියොතුන්
රැව් පිළි රැව් දෙයි  නිතින

විකසිත මලක තැවරුණු මුවරද
විහිදුවාලයි සුවඳ හැම තැන
අරුණලු නැගෙන සොඳුරු  මොහොතක්
දකින්නෙමි මෙලෙසින්

Thursday, October 31, 2013

මෙවන් දුසිරි නොකරව් එමට...

තැවි තැවී
මම සිඟමි පාරේ 
හැරමිටිය මාගේ
හිතවතා ..
අනාථ මෙමට
දිවි රකින්න 
බොහෝ දුකින්ම 
කල් ගෙවා ...
කාසි  මුදලේ 
ගුණ නොදැනුව
නිතර නිතර
කෙළිලොලා
පියතුමන් කියූ
වදන නොඅසා 
මිතුරු සමග
විහිලොලා
කියමි සුහද 
මෙවන් දුසිරි 
නොකර එමට
නිතැනිනා 

පරම සත්‍යය

මුවාවී මුල්ලකට 
කවුළු අරාගෙන 
තනිකමට හුරුවූ 
පුංචි බෝනික්කන් දැක 
නෑකම් අතින් ගෙන
නොහදුන්නෝ හැඳින්නෝ විලස 
කුමක් හෝ අරබයා 
දොරින් දොර ඉගිලෙන
රකුසු වෙස් වෙලාගෙන
හදවත් එබී බලන්නෝ
හඳුනන්නීද බෝනික්කෝ ?
දන්නෝ දනිති
නොදන්නෝ නොදනිති 
අහෝ ! පරම සත්‍යය